ears of tears

this is the first time i have ever woken up from a sleep to discover i'd been sobbing.

while asleep.

this is kind of an intense discovery and occurrence. i really hope it never happens again.

i also hope i never dream of what i dreamed of to make me cry that way while unconscious even.

i imagine this is what happens to severely depressed people, although it has never happened to me before even in the depths of despair.